Friday, May 13, 2011

Mao’s Last Dancer

          I didn’t get to choose movies for last night, so when I showed up in the living room, the movie has already started. Apparently, marriage gives wisdom to a man. My husband has come to an understanding that he will never get his way (maybe sometimes) if he always played gentleman. Last night was a great presentation. Oddly, I didn’t complain either. David has been talking about watching this movie for a while, but I didn’t want to. Based on my impression and experience, I assumed that this movie was like any other movies mocking and humiliating the big leader in my country. Someone did make some smart comment on the big leader in this movie. Nothing major, he just simply twisted his last name into a cat’s yawn, which I think it is pretty funny.
       This movie reminded me quite bit of China. I don’t watch too many Chinese movies or TV shows here, except some effort-less pop culture stuff. The little boy’s face brought me back to my time in elementary school. Of course, nothing was as harsh as his environment , but I still wore the little red triangle around my neck every day, and I sat by my desk in the classroom with my arms folded like this too
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       Such a small person with the firm belief and love for his country never had any idea that he would be given the chance to discover his own heart, most importantly, the opportunity to find his life and define himself as a person with free will! He went through unbearable turmoil for his decision, and his family back in the rural area in China certainly tasted the punishment of the “misplacement” of the priority of the country, even though they had nothing to do with it. He pursued his dream, and he peaked. According to the movie, his family was hanging there without complaining about his decisions. Finally, his parents got to come to Houston, TX to watch him dance. The moment he found that familiar face of his mother, he was stunned! He moved his eyes away because he didn’t believe it was true. It might be just the dreams he has been having for the past 14 years. However, he didn’t wake up this time, instead, the dream started to approach him. Closer and closer, he saw the two teared- up faces standing right there in front of him. The audience started to applaud. Claps and cheers were from everywhere. Our great ballet dancer got down on his knees, weeping silently. When the emotions were calmer, his dad asked sheepishly: why don’t you guys wear a bit more when dance? Can’t say I didn’t see that coming.
          At end of the movie, he and his wife went back to the rural town. To please his mentor who was sent away because his non-communist understanding of art, they started to leap around dancing for them. It is just so great to see them clapping and laughing, probably the only one appreciating the lines and moves is his mentor. I love the scene, and I especially love the very last moment when they stop right there under the flag. the picture for that is this link http://www.imdb.com/media/rm2052948480/tt1071812
         I’m not going to lie, there are a lot of people criticizing him being disloyal to his country, but I, along with many others, believe that only can ideal and loyalty be unified when the basic human respect is paid.
         just have to put a picture of the real person.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

My Morning!

It has been a good day today. I literally spent the whole morning on the phone! I know I know, some of the smart aleck, who get to read this post, will probably say: well, isn't that what you do at your job? Well, that too. But the time I spent on the phone was way more fun than my routine; I got to talk to three friends for a long time! They seem to do pretty well for themselves. B's mom said she has prepared a 10-pound fish for me for the upcoming December!! I seriously doubt if David and I can put that lovely 10-pound thingy in our stomach, esp. you know, mine is just too small for that :) S is getting rich! He now has enough to make his house a home! According to him, he can't wait to move out of his parents' house. Do we care? Not really... but wait, the best of part of that is his house will be ready by December, which means David and I will get to stay with him for free! YEAH~ They can't wait for me to go back, and I seriously can't wait to go back to China either! Home, sweet home~ and
FOOD~~
I want to go to Texas for the weekend! A friend is graduating from law school, and the whole family is moving to Houston. My experience with this friend is quite interesting. I threw his computer on the ground in a train station, and I really cussed out loud right in his face. Later he said to me : 骂人是不对的!and I said: 你说的很对.
Gee, what a friendship!
I love my friends!


 

Thursday, May 5, 2011

The Cynical Me----full of love

最近很闲。去了一次海滩,吃了很多东西,照了600多张照片。最重要的是,我的春季学期已经结---束----了!!HAPPY!
也许是因为太闲,所以这个深藏的cynical me又开始蠢蠢欲动。唉,就像主说的繁忙是魔鬼,idle也不就是魔鬼来着?叹~

1. 我的年龄。很烦。别人看着我,会觉得我还小。问了之后,才知道我真的是老。但是,在我身边,和我一般老的(不好意思,Crystal~),要不就是有了小孩,开口闭口谈孩子;要不就是忙创业,言谈举止都贼成熟。看看我,觉得什么都尴尬。接触最频繁的还是个比我小6岁的(love love love~)。唉~

2. 属灵成长。好像大部分的属灵学习都是给college students,或者福音朋友。给我这个年纪的学习机会要么是在week day的某个早上,所以年纪相仿的妈妈,主妇们就纷纷然开心地去了。但是殊不知,这个年纪的还有是困在学校的!再叹~

3. 三叹。有些available的学习机会弄得像是60年代向毛主席决志一样...深度没有,紧张度潮爆!我脆弱的神经啊~但是,自己和她们相比,又不够老,既没有说话机会,也没有灵命深度。唉,我多么渴望一个我曾经有过的有深度,灵敏且又活跃的学习小组。

ok. 抱怨结束。谢谢观看!